1st monologue

well, this is what i thought my 1st monologue would be...
but well, people have been saying that they think i should challenge myself and so do something that i can relate to, but not something that IS me.
SIGH!!!! WHAT TO DO!!!!
people say that i should do something of a person in love...
hhhmm.. but i cant relate to that emotion, believe it or not, i CANNOT relate to the feeling of love or passion in that manner!
I could go for the "Oh my poor dear....." but i just don't feel that is something that i could do very well in, because i do not believe in that stuff.
I'm not really the type that goes weeping over little stuff.. I mock those kind of people actually., so nope, I'm not really comfortable acting out a role that i actually mock.
Then i was thinking of doing a role of passion and pleasure, but Rachel was looking into it too. so ill take a step back and try to search for another one.
Should i challenge myself with a "i'm so in love" piece?